Completely alone now, yay
I’m sorry
I’m stupid
I’m annoying
I’m a disappointment
I tested the waters
and you weren’t there
you were
gone.
out to sea
farther than I could reach
when I needed you most.
past the horizon
sun sinking like my heart
slowly dipping below the waves.
farther than I could swim
memories come flooding
as the tide rushes in
and pulls me down
sinking into the sand
I looked back
you were
gone.
but you were never really there
at all.